I can understand why he didnt want to preform anymore. He was worried about his music drawing wrong kind of crowd but more than that I think he was that kind of person who couldnt appreciate or enjoy life or anything in it. I think this because Im like that. He speaks with love and emphathy towards fans who really understand his music and the ones who recognised themselfs in it. I read the full version of the suicide note in wich he speaks about him not wanting to see his daughter Frances grow up to be like him. Thats why I think he really did kill himself, that are the only sentences that dont include his talk about wanting to quit music buisines. I dont care what happened really, but its a big loss for all of us that he left this world so soon. Peace, love, empathy, RIP